The laughing started

I walked in the club room and I see him across the room, he starts giggling like a girl. 

We make eye contact again and he starts laughing even harder. 

I put my bag down near him and we make eye contact again, 

he started laughing even harder and fell on the floor laughing. 

Everyone was quiet and stared at him wondering what happen. 

Few minutes later he stood up trying to grab the chair but he fell back down laughing we he seen me. 

Finally, he got his senses back together and I didn't make eye contact with him.

I asked him to pass me my pencil, I stretched my arm trying to reach for the pencil and he just flicked it like it had some germs.

This is when I knew he knows something stupid I did.

Sending a love note?

I used to like Guy A but now I like Guy B. Guy A and Guy B are close friends.
I always laugh with him (Guy B), he makes my day, he's so kind, tall and smart. Just my type. I just thought of something sweet, making a love note that doesn't really say "I like you", or "I love you". I wrote pick up lines instead. I gave it to a friend who he completely doesn't know to give it to him from anonymous. I wanted him to feel confused but special.
I seen him about a few hours later laughing with his friends. I couldn't tell if he got the card or not so I became very impatient. I wanted to give him a little hint by placing post it notes on the corners of the room where he would pass by and notice.
He texted me right after his study hour asking if I know who his mystery girl is. He gave me a girls name...his bestfriend. Ouch* I said no its me, sorry to disappoint does it bother you? He said no.

Guy A started laughing every time I was close to Guy B....winking at Guy B never looking at me. Guy B seemed very uncomfortable when the club started to create weird comments. I was scared of my past with Guy A that I needed to let Guy B go too. Instead of a simple no I said I still liked Guy A and Guy A heard from behind and just laughed.

Ha!  still likes me

Decided to give up

Well he gave distance. People in the club were quiet between us. We were separated from each other which made it easier for me to work. I couldn't bring myself to look at him and my heart to beat again. I couldn't get my hopes up for something I know will never happen. Everything he did I thought I had a chance. I guess they were "just friends" signals. He still passes by me when I am alone. Sometimes I catch him looking at my direction. I sometimes play cool or wave at him when I catch him staring on the second floor. My friends would also notice him looking my way when I laugh and smile. But still I couldn't think any highly of it because were just friends. I decided I need to move on and give up on that stupid love because it wasn't going anywhere. He couldn't look me in the eyes when we talk, he didn't like texting me, it took him a long time. I guess he just got over my funny business of texting everyday. Sigh* maybe next time....

"I don't like you, leave me alone"

Next day, I waved at him he waves back looking down avoiding my eyes. I attempt to high five him and he gives me a fist bump. More and more frequently he tries to avoid me. I finally realized the picture. I felt I knew it got to him, thinking, "aww he probably figured I liked him". Walking in the club he still avoids my eyes. I try to act positive and sneak a peek on him but he never looked at me. Feeling sad and avoided I decided I should just give up trying to get attention. 

I asked a friend what happened because the team seemed out of placed. They showed me a single part of the group chat and had him saying "I do not like her" texted on the chat. People claiming we were an item but he strongly denied it. My heart dropped, at the spot I tried my best not to cry in front of my friends but all I did was smile and say, "haha yah its true we were never an item and we will never be one", I walked away.